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MY BEE DAYS iN DOS MAS DAYS!
& iM NOT TRYiNG TO REMEMBER iT =]
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[25 Aug 2007|02:12pm] |
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i hate it how everyones moving and leaving.
BUT tonight i get to see my lover birk =]
i want to move too =[
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[19 Aug 2007|01:58pm] |
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i dont want everybody to leave.
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[08 Aug 2007|05:05pm] |
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so basically i cut a friendship that meant a great deal to me. but it was dumb because how can you expect a friendship to last when theres no communication involved whatsoever? it wont work and it didnt and i should've seen it. but she was really like a sister to me and its weird know im not able to call her and tell her whats going on right now because alot is and yeah i have two other absolutley amazing friends who are thee true definition of a best friend but i just hate losing people close to me. i feel like i never shouldve wasted the time to tell them anything about me. im just frustrated. and now shes like giveing back studff that i gave her..its just getting stupid. idk what to do anymore..i really just wish everything was like it used to be.
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[01 Aug 2007|05:40pm] |
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i have been in such a weird mood lately. its just hitting me that were graduated. seeing everyone post bulletins about senior sunrise it was hella weird. but my plans have changed i guess..im staying here getting a job & going to culinary school. i just need a really good job. bleh. growing up sucks! lol but its going to suck when everyone else leaves. but hey its all good. im just glad everythings falling into place. now its a job [a good one] and were set! then ill move out and be in the real world! but i still have my friends. and still trying to weed out the dumb ones i can live without. but no drama. lifes good right now and im content. off to go see no reservations and then bowling with birk & some kids later =]
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[27 Jul 2007|12:42am] |
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so im very happy i am not moving to georgia anymore. idk what i was thinking. not clearly i can say that. but anyways this weekend i get to get away! im in need of it. i cant wait for school to sart! casey negative on the classes together. yoga? lol have though! when i come back im just packing up my dads hosue non stop oh joy! not. well anyways thats a lil update. so far lifes good but i feel like ive been missin out on my friends. idk maybe its just me. whatever. LATER =]
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[23 Jul 2007|04:54pm] |
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it looks like theres a chance ill be a resident in georgia.
idk how to feel about it.
i wont have my mom there.
or my friends..
thats so far not good..
but i can go to one of the best culinary schools around.
and a new start..
ugh..
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[22 Jul 2007|11:22pm] |
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so basically im ready for school. i cant wait. but its sad cuz i was looking at pictures and thinking how much fun highschool really was. then dominics picture update. we had HELLA fun! but its over and were all heading in different directions. idk i guess its JUST now hitting me that were all not gonna see eachother all the time anymore. no more of those crazy nights that no one can remember. no more parties that get out of hand. its gonna be weird thinking "oh let me call so and so to hangout..oh wait they're down south/outta state/or in sac." im gonna truly miss highschool. college is going to change some everyone and im hoping its all for the best. i wish everyone the best of luck in all that they pursue! && you all better be at that reuion! lmao. jk. but really =] but anyways ive just been thinking. its reality and its decided to hit me late. sorry guys. BUT on a lighter note i did get to spend some quality time with my baically sisters; jennifer && alana. [sorry im tired of the word best friend..its overused..bare with me] . i love girls night and shit like that. i need to hang out with my loves who will NOT be attending school close to home [karli nina dominic you guys included =] ] but anyways i think im gonna go make myself an almost midnight snack. later gators =]
OH and casey i have not picked y classes i know im soo late on it but im a procrastinator =] ill let you know as soon a i get em!
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[19 Jul 2007|04:22pm] |
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this is why its so hard to let people go because they always do something that gives your decision a 180..idk what to do!
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[18 Jul 2007|11:57pm] |
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so im sitting here thinking about how much people have changed and how much ive changed. i have gotten so close to soo many people where 3 months ago i barely talked to. but im soo glad becuse the judgement i made on those people was soo far off and i have become friends with some amazing people. but some of my best and closest friends have turned into complete strangers. others who i used to call a bestfriend treat me like shit. i need some advice on how to let people that close go because i dont need it. im soo tired of the drama that is so juvenile and immature. i dont need it. thats what was meant to be left at highschool. duh. but i guess if you hang out with the crowd youll act like the crowd. but relly iknow soo many highschool and underclassmen who are far mature than some of my friends could ever be. idk im so stuck. its like we were thick as theives and now i dont talk to her. i cant tell her anything. its weird and i know we both have changed but really im still the same person you met in the gym in advisory. i hate the thought of not having her as a bestfriend but really were not even aquantences. idk what to do. H.E.L.P. =[
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[18 Jul 2007|02:58pm] |
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Well..today was interesting. My mom left for Wyoming. I woke up quite early like around 8 which is really early for me. and its been quite a relaxing day. & i love it. Im excited for friday. I get to see my true BFF miss jennifer contreras =]
Now im off to get some sushi i think. Later.
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well saturday night was interesting to those who were there. but it was fun and after all of my drinking im done with beer. lol the beer chugs what got me lmao ahh but soo fun and im sorry no pctures cuz i deleted em like a dumb ass. but i think its best haha. but ugh does the drama ever stop? people are so dumb at times. & still stuck in highschool. but anyways ive been shopping waaay too much. its sad. i need to be rich lol and get a job! ugh but anyways i felt i needed to update yall sotoodels noodels =]
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[14 Jul 2007|03:07pm] |
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the word best friend is highly over rated.
tonights gonna be fun!
personally i kinda need it right now
me and nina gonna play pass and hold it lmao
later loves =]
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[13 Jul 2007|11:05pm] |
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[13 Jul 2007|04:30pm] |
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WELL i AM ALWAYS WANTiNG TO SAY SOMETHiNG SO i GOT ONE OF THESE =]
ANYWAYS WHOS READY FOR COLLEGE?
im done with highschool [dont get me wrong it was a blast] but im just ready to move on and i cant wait. well thats the first one i s'pose so more to come =]
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